Last May, I was waiting to find out who was tucked away in my belly. This May, I watched Issac crawl all over our house, giggle so loud I almost thought he was crying, and fall asleep calmly in my arms. A year ago, I had no idea what motherhood would be like. I couldn’t have imagined how demanding and exhausting one tiny person could be. Likewise, I could never have guessed how much love my heart would have for the little baby that was growing inside of me.
There is something very special about your first born. They will always be the one who made you a mama. My perspective, my mind, my heart, and my soul has been forever changed by this sweet and funny little boy. There is no going back. And I really wouldn’t want to any way.